My whole world fall down
The smiling face of yesterday
So innocent and sincere
What a price she had to pay
A life of pain and fear.
Running around her coloured room
A face of happiness, care free
The perfect life, you would assume
Something that would never be.
Only 5, calm, sweet and true
So innocent and small
With not even a single clue
Of the girl who would shock them all
10 years later, what has changed
Why a life full of pain?
Her innocence, sweetness exchanged
Washed straight down the drain.
A life of drugs and drink
Something or anything to block out
A life that seems to sink and sink.
A life that’s filled with doubt.
Another year later, even worse
Another pill, drown the sorrow
Nothing to escape this curse
Hopes to not wake up tomorrow
A never ending dark depression
Forever growing, forever showing
Each day a new confession
Loosing the will to keep on going.
A worthless life full of sadness
Never able to succeed
From the outside it all is madness
A heart that continues to bleed.
Fake a smile everyday
Its easier than to frown
Slowly watch my petals fall away
My whole world fall down.
Something I Will Never Understand
I will never understand how this world works.
How people can get others to be horrible to somebody else for them, when that person doesnt know a thing about the other person. How people can just believe what people tell them, and take it as fact, when they dont know anything about me. How people can make you promises, you tell them everything, all your darkest secrets, and then they tell other people. Pisses me off so bad.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Samie 