The smiling face of yesterday
So innocent and sincere
What a price she had to pay
A life of pain and fear.
Running around her coloured room
A face of happiness, care free
The perfect life, you would assume
Something that would never be.
Only 5, calm, sweet and true
So innocent and small
With not even a single clue
Of the girl who would shock them all
10 years later, what has changed
Why a life full of pain?
Her innocence, sweetness exchanged
Washed straight down the drain.
A life of drugs and drink
Something or anything to block out
A life that seems to sink and sink.
A life that’s filled with doubt.
Another year later, even worse
Another pill, drown the sorrow
Nothing to escape this curse
Hopes to not wake up tomorrow
A never ending dark depression
Forever growing, forever showing
Each day a new confession
Loosing the will to keep on going.
A worthless life full of sadness
Never able to succeed
From the outside it all is madness
A heart that continues to bleed.
Fake a smile everyday
Its easier than to frown
Slowly watch my petals fall away
My whole world fall down.
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…Good friends will be there to take your drink away from you when they know you’ve had enough.
…But your best friends will look at you tripping over your own two feet and say ”Bitch drink the rest of that.
You know we dont waste that kinda shit!”
people are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you,
hate you, play you, rate you, save you, &
break you……..but thats not what makes you.
Who are you ; to judge the life I live?
I know I`m not perfect – & I don`t live to be.
But before you start pointing fingers ,,
Make sure YOUR hands are clean
did i disapoint you? or let you down?
should i be feeling quilty? or let the judges frown?
because i saw the end, before we’d began
yes i saw you were blind and i knew i had won.
so i took whats mine by eternal right…
i took your soul into the night.
it may be over, but it wont stop there…
i am here for you, if you’d only care.
you touched my heart, you touched my soul
you changed my life, and all my goals.
and love is blind and that i knew when
my heart was blinded by you
i’ve kissed your lips and held your hand…
shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, i know your smell…ive been
addicted to you.
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Samie 