Hold a mirror to show just what
you’ve become & read your diary
to figure out where things went wrong.
Some people just need a little help;
some just need to be forgiven.
You can hide a lot about yourself.
You can hide embarrassment,
you can hide anger,
& you can even hide shame,
but you can’t hide a smile (=
Someone asked me where I thought
heaven was, so I pointed to you
& said, “In his arms.” ❤
You got a dream, you gotta protect it.
People can’t do something themselves,
they wanna tell you that you can’t do it.
You want something? Go get it.
Life without love is like
a tree without any leaves.
The way I feel for you, I can’t describe.
It’s almost too intense to verbalize;
essentially you’re all I’m living for.
The more you show your feelings,
the more people can find ways to hurt you.
And then he hits you with that one last promise & you want it to be the truth so bad. You’re looking in his eyes & you’re crying, saying, “He’s not lying.” But you know he is
Self-injury is a sign of distress, not madness.
We should be congratulated on
having found a way of surviving.
I’m afraid of being alone forever,
dreams not being fulfilled,
having something tragic happen,
losing someone close to me,
or just losing the sense of being alive altogether.
Darling, I would hate to ruin this because
we both know that it’s almost flawless.
But those beautiful nights don’t last forever
& a beautiful world will never exist.
When we first met, I didn’t want to get involved with anyone. I didn’t have the time or energy & I wasn’t sure that I was ready for it. But you were so good to me & I got swept up in that & little by little I found myself falling in love with you.
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Just a response to my earlier post: https://samanthalouise.wordpress.com/2008/02/08/holding-on-to-him/
He finally dumped me for real, i guess i deserved it.
I never loved anyone as much as i loved him, and being dumped has never hurt that much, i guess i now know the true feeling of heartbreak.
5 things i will remember:
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The first time he told me he loved me.
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How he asked me to be his gf while we were playing hangman online.
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How we were going to have chocolate wedding cake.
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Boom Boom Boom, i want you in my room and Avril Lavigne – Innocence
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When he said they were having Gales, and i asked “Who’s Gale?”
If I don’t make things right
I’ll tell you one last time
I don’t wanna know it’s over
So save your goodbye kiss
I don’t wanna know it’s over
Cause ignorance is bliss
I can hardly see
What’s in front of me
Cause the vodka’s running on empty
I can’t stay sober
If it’s over
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you’re not friends. you’ll never be friends.
you’ll be in love til it kills you both.
you’ll fight and you’ll have sex, and you’ll
hate eachother until it makes you quiver.
but you will never be friends.
there is someone in her past that she hasn’t gotten over yet.
Each day’s like the last. She misses what she cant forget.
Its just an empty space where something used to be.
Now she guards the gate, but she’s lost the key.
So no one enters, but no one leaves.
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Forever seems so lonely without you by my side </3
You’re only as strong as the table you dance on, the drinks you mix.. and the friends you keep
the only boy that deserves you, is the one who thinks he doesnt
the one that will stick by your side no matter how much you mess up
the one who will love and forgive you mistake after mistake after mistake
you’re not the breath i breath…just the sweet scent i enjoy
you’re not the sights i see…just the most beautiful of them
you’re not the ground i walk on…just the partner i lean on
you’re not my life…just the one i want to spend it with
you’re not my world….you’re just the best thing in it
x
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A Cat’s New Year Resolutions
1. My human will never let me eat her pet hamster, and I am at peace with that.
2. I will not puff my entire body to twice its size for no reason after my human has finished watching a horror movie.
3. I will not slurp fish food from the surface of the aquarium.
4. I must not help myself to Q-tips, and I must certainly not proceed to stuff them down the sink’s drain.
5. I will not eat large numbers of assorted bugs, then come home and puke them up so the humans can see that I’m getting plenty of roughage.
6. I will not lean way over to drink out of the tub, fall in, and then pelt right for the box of clumping cat litter. (It took FOREVER to get the stuff out of my fur.)
7. I will not stand on the bathroom counter, stare down the hall, and growl at NOTHING after my human has finished watching The X-Files.
8. I will not use the bathtub to store live mice for late-night snacks.
9. I will not perch on my human’s chest in the middle of the night and stare into her eyes until she wakes up.
10. We will not play Herd of Thundering Wildebeests Stampeding Across the Plains of the Serengeti over any humans’ bed while they’re trying to sleep.
11. Screaming at the can of food will not make it open itself.
12. I cannot leap through closed windows to catch birds outside. If I forget this and bonk my head on the window and fall behind the couch in my attempt, I will not get up and do the same thing again.
13. I will not assume the patio door is open when I race outside to chase leaves.
14. I will not intrude on my human’s candle-lit bubble bath and singe my bottom.
15. I will not stick my paw into any container to see if there is something in it. If I do, I will not hiss and scratch when my human has to shave me to get the rubber cement out of my fur.
16. If I bite the cactus, it will bite back.
17. When it rains, it will be raining on all sides of the house. It is not necessary to check every door.
18. Birds do not come from the bird feeder. I will not knock it down and try to open it up to get the birds out.
19. The dog can see me coming when I stalk her. He can see me and will move out of the way when I pounce, letting me smash into floors and walls. That does not mean I should take it as a personal insult when my humans sit there and laugh.
20. I will not play “dead cat on the stairs” while people are trying to bring in groceries or laundry, or else one of these days, it will really come true.
21. When the humans play darts, I will not leap into the air and attempt to catch them.
22. I will not swat my human’s head repeatedly when she’s on the family room floor trying to do sit ups.
23. When my human is typing at the computer, her forearms are *not* a hammock.
24. Computer and TV screens do not exist to backlight my lovely tail.
25. I am a walking static generator. My human doesn’t need my help installing a new board in her computer.
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Some quotes for today, some by me, others not.
You are my love, my life, my everything
The tears of happiness I cry at night,
The smile on my face when I think of you
The laugh when you say something funny
The glitter in my eyes and the beat of my heat
When i realise, It’s Love
//Kiss me on that moonlight street and -sweep- me off my feet//
~Bottle up our love
And throw it out to sea~
BFF, Its NOT a statement, Its a PROMISE
dont bother, i’ll be fine…i promise you will never see me cry
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♥you’re not the breath i breath…just the sweet scent i enjoy
you’re not the sights i see…just the most beautiful of them
you’re not the ground i walk on…just the partner i lean on
you’re not my life…just the one i want to spend it with♥
<–you’re not my world….you’re just the best thing in it–>
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I love the way you look at me,
your eyes so bright and blue,
I love the way you kiss me,
your lips so soft and smooth.
I love the way you make me so happy,
and the way you show you care.
I love the way you say I love you,
and the way your always there.I love the way you touch me,
always sending chills down my spine,
I love that your with me
and glad that your mine.
…she was a girl who knew how to act happy,
even when she was sad …& thats important – Marilyn Monroe
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When it’s all over, it’s not who you were. It’s whether you made a difference.
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When we are motivated by goals that have deep meaning, by dreams that need completion, by pure love that needs expressing — then we truly live life.
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…Good friends will be there to take your drink away from you when they know you’ve had enough.
…But your best friends will look at you tripping over your own two feet and say ”Bitch drink the rest of that.
You know we dont waste that kinda shit!”
people are going to want you, need you,
exceed you, take you, beat you, love you,
hate you, play you, rate you, save you, &
break you……..but thats not what makes you.
Who are you ; to judge the life I live?
I know I`m not perfect – & I don`t live to be.
But before you start pointing fingers ,,
Make sure YOUR hands are clean
did i disapoint you? or let you down?
should i be feeling quilty? or let the judges frown?
because i saw the end, before we’d began
yes i saw you were blind and i knew i had won.
so i took whats mine by eternal right…
i took your soul into the night.
it may be over, but it wont stop there…
i am here for you, if you’d only care.
you touched my heart, you touched my soul
you changed my life, and all my goals.
and love is blind and that i knew when
my heart was blinded by you
i’ve kissed your lips and held your hand…
shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, i know your smell…ive been
addicted to you.
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if there’s just one peice of advice i can give you, its this –
when there’s something you really want, fight for it, don’t give
up no matter how hopeless it seems. and when you’ve lost
hope, ask yourself if ten years from now, you’re going to wish
you gave it just one more shot. because the best things in
life, they don’t come free
– greys anatomy
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Too often the things you want most are the things
you cant have. Desire leaves us heartbroken, it wears
us out. Desire wrecks our lives. But as tough as
wanting something can be, the people who suffer the
most are the ones who dont know what they want.
-greys anatomy
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Samie 